Current mood:	awake
Current music:	Slept So Long - Jay Gordon of Orgy

:: Hating And Hoping And Loving And Leaving ::
Current Mood-- In between biting my nails and peeling off my skin.
Current Music-- Redeemer - Marilyn Manson
Current Taste-- After taste of water downed pepsi. Flat from frequent trips of wishing and washing in a grocery bag.
Current Hair-- Natural. It's all curly and put up high with a baby blue ponytail holder.
Current Clothes-- Oversize grey t-shirt that has my old high school's name on it, and drawstring dark blue pants.
Current Grievance-- Heh. N. being so fucking musically inclined while I strum on my piano and he plays his guitar and drums.
Current Annoyance-- Palm trees... those nasty bitches.
Current Smell-- N.'s cologne he puposely sprayed all over my room so when he left tonight I would miss him and try to rape the pillows.
Current Longing-- To find my way to heaven and then stroke the wings of a angel. One that is pure.
Current Game-- See how long I can keep a dying secret.
Current Thing I Ought To Be Doing-- Finishing school though I literally have to drag myself to classes.
Current Windows Open-- MSN Hotmail (x 4), Jasc Paintshop, livejournal for honey pants, and Semagic.
Current Desktop Picture-- Happy Bunny saying "I think I gave you crabs." Fuckin' awesome. :: strokes screen ::
Current Favorite Artist-- Ah fudge. I don't know. I have a lot. Someone who doesn't moan about sex or losing love.
Current Favorite Group-- Brand New. I will marry their new CD once it's legal.
Current Book-- The Best Of Dreams Of Decadence
Current Cd In Stereo-- I have five in the stereo right now. QOTD soundtrack, Underworld Soundtrack, Brand New, Evanescence, Type O Negative
Current Video In VCR or DVD-- The Crow ... so when I turn on my t.v. Brandon Lee's sexy face is flashing on my screen.
Current Refreshment-- Pepsi. Though I want to break the glass and throw it all over the wall because it tastes nasty. I want water.
Current Worry-- How much wood could a woodchuck chuck if a woodchuck could chuck wood?
Current Malicious Intent-- I want my mother to feel emotional pain. The kind I feel when she talks of cheating as if it's nothing more then a frolick through a field of daisies.
Current Misguided Opinion-- I believe that half the population is so dumb that 99.9 % of the time they are thinking about either sheep and their eating habits, or someway to rush off to the public restroom to masturbate to soothe their frustrations.
Current Crush-- No one. But my stuffed animal Mr. Moose has the hots for my flowered pillow.
Current Favorite Celebrity-- Jack Skeleton. That skinny ass if mine.
Current Time Wasting Wish-- To swim naked with a bunch of razor sharp teethed sharks in the darkness of a secluded ocean. Without dying.
Current Hate-- Spooks. Religion. Palm trees. Eye liner that smears. White lipstick. And orange telephones.

Woot.